I've Moved!

Please find me at yarnsuperhero.wordpress.com.

Back from TNNA

The June TNNA show in Columbus was great! I left home on June 6 and just got home on June 21, so it was my longest time away from home since starting as a yarn superhero. It was a lot of work, but so worth it. I love TNNA! Above is my car knitting...working on another Stonewall Bonnet in Schaefer Yarn's Chris, this one in a nice pink. I think I left my green one at the Spinning Retreat in May. Luckily, it is a super-quick knit and you barely have to pay attention to anything. I am also working on a more summery version of the Horseshoe Lace Cowl, although one of the things that will make it summery is that it won't be joined into a cowl, it will just be a shoulder drape, for chilly nights and over-air conditioned buildings.
I apologize that I barely know how to format my blog. I don't know why this picture is so small. Anyway, this is Mary, who worked with Nora at the trade show. I was in the JUL booth the whole time. There was a "secret door" between the two booths, but I did not get to visit with Mary that much during the days, since we were so busy with customers. Mary is hilarious, and an overall treat for the senses. Also, she reminds us to floss twice a day. I imagine her floating above me and telling me how much longer I will live if I practice better oral hygiene. Mary cracked us all up at dinners. I hope I get to see her again soon.
Here are Karen and Valerie from Mountain Meadow Wool. They have new and gorgeous yarns and I may even get to go to Wyoming this summer to see them! It will be a big adventure for me for sure!
Here is a nice selection of the yarn in a handy display column. They are making these displays available to shops to help them sell more yarn. I think this is a great idea, since many shops have a tough time with creative, attractive, effective display.
Here is a view of the JUL booth showing how multimedia we were. I am using my tablet all the time to show my lines. It does not take the place of the real thing, but it lets me cover a lot of ground quickly. Look how cute the new colored resin pedestal buttons are!

Future posts (coming soon!) will include extra pics of the new JUL pattern support, an overview of my new yarn line Yarn Hollow, and my stop at Unicorn Fibre world headquarters.

A New Year

Well, it's been almost 2 years since I attended my first TNNA in Columbus. What can only be described as one of the peak experiences of my life up to that point was the weekend I began my new career as a yarn manufacturers' rep.

Two years later, I am still having fun, but am not anywhere close to where I want to be financially. Unlike many reps, I never picked up a commercial, "workhorse" line, due to lack of interest on my part and lack of opportunity. I have made a lot of changes with my lines and how I do my business, and I feel like I have found the right, manageable portfolio of boutiquey, independent lines. But I do need to make money--not a lot, but SOME--or this fun experiment is not going to be able to continue. I have some ideas I will be trying over the next few months, and I may end up concentrating on JUL, if that business grows to the point where it can pay me a salary, and I will be open to what might be there for me at the upcoming TNNA trade show in Columbus.
Here is a photo of my peonies at their peak, maybe a week ago. These were among the plants I inherited from our home's former owners, and I really love to see them, and that I was home this year to enjoy them is a big plus. We've also had lettuce, and not many strawberries, but the ones we got were very red and delicious. My theory is that they did not get enough sun when we were getting all that cold and rain earlier this spring. Or maybe they are just taking a rest this year.
A mid-range project of mine is to hand-process this bag of Coopworth Lamb fleece. I went to the Great Lakes Fiber Show in Wooster, OH with Erica and Anne. Man, did we have fun! One nice thing Anne said was that in her old jobs, she had friends, but not people that you wanted to have sleep-overs with! I agree. I always had work friends at other jobs, but only a few of those people actually "stuck" and became real friends. How cool that I met Anne at the Spinning/Knitting retreat, and a couple weeks later, I was staying at her house and enjoying wonderful hospitality, food, and very silly inside jokes that were cracking us up! One of the neat things I noticed when I started traveling the region visiting yarn shops is that knitters, crocheters, and spinners (to generalize) are people who value connecting with others, they seem to slow down enough to really treasure their personal relationships, and they are always trying to play up the commonalities among their groups. I am so glad to be a part of this world, and to make new friendships where we can all be so real. And then there's the thing about being able to spill your most intimate thoughts more easily when you are sitting around fiber-ing and chatting, because of no eye-contact.
So, last weekend I started washing the locks, Beth Smith style, in very small batches in the tulle envelopes. I maybe have 18 or so done, with 6-8 locks in each one. I will be sharing the fleece (almost 5 lbs, unwashed) with Anne and Erica, and with whoever else is really nice to me and expresses interest. I still have 2 bags of cleaned Romney from MDSW 2010 and a gigundo pile of cleaned Romney-Bond cross to play with. And my mom gave me some of her last year's Pedro fleece. At least I am actually spinning the Romney-Bond. It is dark brown and kinda shiny. I am spinning it as fine as I can and will do either a 2 ply or 3 ply and try to make enough for a sweater, maybe Sprossling, or a modified Laar, since I really doubt I will be able to make plied laceweight!
Look how yummy and silvery this is, and it is not even washed yet! It really is clean and beautiful. I am just doing one wash in Unicorn Power Scour and two rinses, and it is coming out great. I really don't have time to play with it right now. June will be super busy. I am leaving for MD this morning to help Laura get ready for the show, then we will drive to Columbus and have TNNA all weekend (come see me in booth #539 if you're going!) and then I will go back down to MD to help fill orders and to see some customers, then home finally (poor husband and dog are going to miss me) around June 21. I'll stay home for a week, and then I'm off to Michigan for some sales calls and to start my new business strategy.

What I've been up to...

So, I have not been the most committed blogger. I'm trying to put myself on a schedule. It's been 5 or so weeks since I posted about the stuff I'm growing this year. Now there is lettuce that is big enough to eat, and because of all the rain, everything in my garden is very green and lush. But that is for a different day.

I made the trip to MD Sheep and Wool again this year. Got to spend some quality time with my friend Steven. This picture of a cute man in a kilt is in homage to Steven's Bear(d)s of MD Sheep and Wool study.

My purpose for being here again this year was to help Ozark Carding Mill in the booth and sell the Unicorn Fibre Wash products. Gail and Jim White are my first Fiber Festival Friends, and I learn a lot about fiber and spinning just by being near Gail. Some of the perks of being a vendor at the show are: get in Friday to preview the entire show during vendor set-up, special stalls for vendors only in the ladies room, vendor discount on some purchases (I stayed within budget and stuck to items on my list--made it seem like I really needed all of the things I bought that way,) and easy access parking when you get to go through the vendor gate and park right behind the main building. The picture with the umbrellas is from when Steven and I first went to the wrong Thai restaurant. The right one did not have the umbrellas, but it did have wonderful food.

I went home from Maryland a little tired, and stayed home only for one day. Then I was off to Carlisle, PA for the long-anticipated spinning and knitting retreat. Ever since Beth Smith (of Spinning Loft, in Howell, MI) told me about it, last year, I knew I had to be there. I put it in my calendar and then kind of forgot about it (until it was time to pay and stuff.) The Pheasant Field Bed and Breakfast was a great setting. In the mornings, we spun for lace yarn. I was not the fastest, or the best, or even the funniest spinner there. Although I got a few good laughs. I was able to spin finer and more consistently than I ever have before, partly from the magic of being near Beth, who is the boss of me in many ways, and partly from making wheel adjustments and slowing down a little. I still have issues with too much twist in both my singles and my plying, but I will keep practicing, and I have a firm commitment to making sample skeins and swatching.

In the afternoons, ANNE HANSON (she rules!) taught us advanced lace knitting, and I worked on techniques and started the Pine and Ivy shawl. I really struggled with it in the class and had to start over about 5 times! Now that I am home, I am working on it, a few rows a day, first thing in the mornings and it is totally fine.

Anne Hanson is an incredible designer, teacher, knitter, and spinner. One of the best things I took away from her teaching is the importance of making good decisions about yarn and pattern for a project. It's more than just the weight of the yarn and gauge. Like a lot of creative people, Anne is good at a lot of different things. She is also very funny. She is a terrific blogger, and she did some nice posts on the retreat. Check out her blog and Beth's too. Bottom line: if you were thinking of going on this retreat and didn't, too bad for you--you missed a great time.

This year I'm growing stuff!

Spring/Summer growing season 2010 was the first year since we've lived in this house with a yard that I did not do any gardening whatsoever. No planting, transplanting, dividing, or weeding. Nothing. To the extent that several of my weeds grew tall as trees. One grew in front of the house and blocked KF's satellite dish, so I had to buy a scary-looking saw and cut the thing down. Last April I still had several more yarn lines than what I carry now, I was still calling on Whole Foods stores in Eastern PA and NJ, and I really had made no attempts to limit my traveling. Sometimes I would get home from a sales trip and just stay for one or two days before repacking and taking off again.

Not only was I tired, and probably not as effective as I could have been, but since everything was early last year, I didn’t notice the plants and flowers like I usually do. I remember, late in May, wondering when the purple iris was going to do its thing. I must have missed it. That sucks. I missed my husband and dog (and I guess cats too) because I was away so much, and I also missed the days where it was enough action just to sit on the deck, watch and listen to birds, and check out and appreciate my flowers. I did get some strawberries last year, and they were gorgeous and delicious.

Later in the summer, I discovered Twitter. Many of my real and virtual fibery (the yarn kind, not the nutritional kind) friends were eating fresh picked stuff for dinner and making it sound incredible, and the really cool people were spending whole days in their kitchens and canning, for gosh sakes. I found bad-ass pickle recipes online, and I was kind of embarrassed to have to buy the cukes at the farmer’s market. I didn’t like the feeling of regret I started to notice.

Now, I am not the greatest gardener. My mom is a Master Gardener and runs her own organic CSA. My deal is, I dig a hole or sprinkle some seeds and say good luck. I don’t water. I am always slack with weeding. So some of my plants don’t make it. But what I really like is to look around and see pretty sights in my surroundings. I like to get up in the morning and harvest strawberries or beans and figure out what to do with them, or bring them with me when I go see friends. I used to bring food and flowers into the office, when I went to an office. So I guess I was pretty into it. Many of the perennials were given to me by my mom, or my Aunt Fran (another great gardener) and I think both of them had plants that had started out in the ground at my two grandmother’s gardens. I scored some new iris from my friend Michelle this fall.

Some of the stuff was here when we moved in. there was only one planted bed then, now there are 5, plus some stuff squeezed into corners of the yard and a little bit in the front of the house. My neighbors do a lot of flowers, and some of those plants have crossed the property line. I like that.

The theme of 2011 for me is How Not to Work Too Much, even though my job is fun. One thing that I have discovered is that most of the things I like to do involve making stuff. I like doing craft projects. I like to cook. I like to garden. I like the process as well as the results. So this year I’m growing stuff, dammit. And I’m going to be home enough to take care of and enjoy my flowers and food crops. And I will try to blog about it, since in showing off my stuff, I will be “forced” to take time to notice it more. I may even dig a new bed.

I almost titled this post “City Mouse Plants a Garden,” because I have been thinking about City Mouse a lot this week, ever since we bought seeds and starter mix, and I am sprouting some things inside. So I googled the story and was surprised to see that it was an Aesop’s fable, not just one of my favorite groovy 70’s kids’ books, like Harry the Dirty Dog. I will keep thinking about the lesson of The City Mouse and the Country Mouse and how it can help me work on my theme for the year and enjoy myself more.

Today I noticed my violets.

David Loom arrives at a Michigan Shop

Look how cute these new Jul Pedestal Buttons are, patent leather with different colored centers! We have a lot of great new products coming out for next season. I can't wait to see everything myself!

I was so excited to see this post from Nancy at Woven Art in Lansing. I am not a weaver (yet!) but I still love the tools, looms and creative projects. The David Loom from Louet is assembled and ready for visitors at Nancy's wonderful shop. Last time I went to see her there were two weavers working on gorgeous projects in the back room. Very impressive!

I finally put all of the new patterns up on Ravelry. There are 5 now, with more on the way very soon! The Rivulet shrug is being test knit, and I will be starting a shawlette soon, and then getting back to more designs for fall. When I was in Maryland this week, Laura got an email from a famous-name designer with sneak peek pictures of pieces featuring the new Montreal Closures and Pedestal Buttons. Can't show them, but look for them at TNNA in Columbus in June if you are in the biz, otherwise they will be in your LYS for Fall 2011. So exciting!

Lately I have been thinking a lot about my "new work." I have been reading some articles about work habits and personality traits of creative types, and following some excellent blogs. I think I am looking for clues to help me get used to the different pace, and maybe figure out how this all might make sense.

Because I am doing so many new activities, and am trying to get quite a lot done, it has been difficult to know what is the best thing to be doing at a given time. And is it really okay for work to feel so fun? And when should I stop working? And what should I do when I am not working? And is there a better way for me to learn some new tricks besides trial and error? A lot going on up in the old noodle.

Juggling multiple projects, even fun ones, is hard. Sizing the new Rivulet Shrug pattern REALLY is hurting my brain, although I kind of enjoy it at the same time. I am learning a lot. I love novelty and the unknown, yet I feel a little queasy when I admit to myself that I don't quite have the pattern all worked out yet. There is no "powering through" this design, in fact, I decided today is an official "day off" and I am going to try not to do any work, so that I can come back to a few important tasks tomorrow and hope to be more effective.

With the designing, and working on a new business model for my yarn repping, I am working right past the edge of my comfort zone, the place where I feel like I have paid my dues, put in my 10,000 hours, and know what is supposed to come next. In my old sales job, I knew from experience what I should or could be doing to get the results I wanted. Now, not so much. Some things are taking longer than I would like. And a very strong and surprising sense of perfectionism is making itself felt, in the form of really worrying about the Rivulet Shrug design. It was hard to get started with it (since I don't love shrugs) and I struggled with every aspect--stitch pattern, construction method, writing clear enough instructions--all the while, ruminating over whether I would get it done in time, and once it was done, what if it sucked? A lot of unhelpful worrying that didn't feel good at all. I did not have much confidence in the success of this project until I saw it modeled by a person who looked great in it. I will post pictures once it is published. What a relief to see the garment look good on someone, and several people have said they liked it and would wear it "in real life." I don't consider it a masterpiece, but I do feel more satisfied that it seems to work as a design. I am still working on it, and still worrying, now that a test knitter will be trying to walk the path I lay out for her.

What is really strange is my assumption that I should be able to do something perfectly on the first try. Or that if my first effort is not the most fantastic thing ever, that it is the end of the world. Really, what would be so bad if the design (or whatever I am trying, especially if it is for the first time) didn't work? My mom reminded me that I always felt like I had to know everything. Kind of a strange contradiction--the person who says she loves the unknown but feels uncomfortable if she doesn't already know something. I guess the lesson I will take from all of this is to give myself a break if it doesn't always feel terrific as I keep tackling new challenges and exploring new ideas.

When I was a little kid, in first grade maybe, I became conscious that I was one of the people who regularly got gold stars on homework assignments. I have a visual memory of being a very small person, and looking out of those eyes at the paper with the star and a nice little note "Excellent Work!" from the teacher. I think it felt good to get those, but I also felt anxious. What if one time I didn't get the sticker or the "Great Job!" or even the check mark? Also, the schoolwork was usually pretty easy for me, and sometimes it felt like it was weird to have a big deal made of something that did not feel like such hard work. So I thought it was funny when I noticed these two gold stars that are hanging in my house. I think I will use them as a reminder that work does not always have to be so grueling, and that I am doing good work by trying new things, even if I don't get perfect results on the first try.

Pattern Support for Jul

When Laura and I decided to roll out the new Pedestal Buttons and other Jul Silver closures, very last-minute, for TNNA in Long Beach this January, we figured we would need some pattern support to help show how the things worked and how cool they were. We talked about how we wanted to keep the designs fairly simple, both to offer an accessible project for people of all knitting skill levels, and to best spotlight the hardware. We thought that all that would really be needed was a basic shape in an attractive stitch pattern--because of the transformative powers of the closures (they are movable, removable, reversible, interchangeable, require no sewing, pre-planned buttonholes, or commitment!) a rectangle could easily become a hat, a scarf, a cowl, an earwarmer, or whatever! We wanted to keep the instructions short, and decided if the whole thing could not fit on the back of a large postcard in 10.5 point font, then the pattern was too complex. We half-jokingly said the collection should be called "Barely a Pattern," and so far the name has stuck.

I rustled up some yarn and got busy swatching, knitting, and writing, while Laura worked around the clock (I think literally!) to finish preparations for the booth display and to get the new products, pricing, and everything else ready. I finished the Infinity Scarf and the Cowl in two Fibre Company yarns. My flight to Long Beach left Thursday morning. It was Tuesday afternoon and I was not sure who my models would be, but we sure did need the photos, and I had said I would take care of it. Out of necessity, I became much more comfortable both asking for help and talking to strangers.

These three lovelies are my first subjects. All attractive, open-minded, and willing to stand outside on a chilly day--great qualities in knitwear models! Seeing Manish in his cowl reminds me that I should work on more unisex designs. Doesn't he look great?

The first two patterns have done really well, and many shops are reordering, and in larger quantities than their first orders. (yay!) The Buttons are selling the patterns, and the button/pattern combination is selling more yarn for my LYS customers. The same is true for other shops around the country, and even internationally! This is what we had in mind, and hoped would happen. There are additional patterns now, for a super-slouchy hat, and another small, quick, and cute neckwarmer. Soon we will add patterns for a larger stole and a transitional-weather shrug. Stay tuned!

This is Christie's Swatch. Christie is a very helpful woman who is in charge of sales at the hotel I am staying at this week in Michigan. She happened to be at the front desk when I came by looking for some emergency label printing help on Saturday night. I told her what I needed, and it had to do with the printed patterns, so of course I showed them to her. She told me that she had taught herself to knit and enjoyed it, but had never knit from a pattern before. I told her that in exchange for the labels (Kinko's was going to charge me a ridiculous amount to do what I needed) I would give her an Infinity Scarf Pattern and give her a quick lesson on working from a pattern. We exchanged info, since I may find my self in need of some meeting space someday (or another model, she is gorgeous!) and so she could SOS me if she had trouble with the scarf. Good for her for doing a swatch--I never did them when I was a beginner, and only reluctantly and quite recently became more disciplined with my knitting habits. I was happy to have a real case study of a beginner tackling a Barely a Pattern project. I forgot to ask her what yarn she is using. I have requested that she keep me updated with her progress and I will share that here in the blog.
Here is Jade, pretending to text, and wearing the finished sample of the Infinity Scarf on another coldish February day (shown with the Spiral Bridge Closure, which has also been a good seller so far--it's jewelry for your knitting!) At some point, we will have an online gallery of all of the designs shown with different styling options.

In the meantime, there has been some back and forth about the collection name "Barely a Pattern." What do you think? Do you like it? Does it make you want to knit the pieces? Would you buy the pattern? Do we even need a name for the collection?

I would love to get some feedback in the comments :)

Context, texture, photo shoots

Now that part of my job is to design knitting patterns and take pictures of the pieces, I have found myself increasingly drawn to different all-over textures, both in the stitch patterns that I am settling on for the garments, or out in the world. I am attracted to richly textured stitches, dense, "nubbly" fabric in luxurious yarn, in mostly muted colors. I also am interested in the look of lumpy, bumpy, person-made surfaces, for instance in walkways, roads and walls.
Above is some melting snow on my stamped concrete walkway. It's pretty neat that concrete can be trucked to my yard, poured, and stamped with a rubber mold to resemble natural rock.

This is cobblestone in front of my house. Beautiful and functional, and put there by human workers. I think I like the orderliness of it. Brick next to brick, placed carefully (I imagine) like a consciously formed row upon row of knit stitches.
I'm glad I saved this basket, I love the look and the contrast with the washed, uncombed wool and the corner of a new knitted piece, done in The Fibre Company's Terra in one of my favorite colors, Butternut. The pattern will be debuted at an event March 6 at "...Have You Any Wool?" in Berkley, MI, then will be available at your LYS, along with the Jul Pedestal Buttons and closures, which give you the ability to transform your work for fit, look, and functionality.
Here is a little piece of a larger wrap that reminded me of cobblestone. There are so many options for how to wear it with the closures. This pattern is being test knit as we speak, by one of my new Pittsburgh area Ravelry friends.
This is a picture of the hand rivet press at Laura's Savage MD studio. I think this is from my first visit to the Jul studio, in March 2010. I thought it was a beautiful image and I surreptitiously took the picture with my phone. Did you know that each piece that comes from Jul, whether a shawl pin, a bag handle, or the new closures (jewelry for your knitting or crocheted work) passes through Laura's hands? EVERYTHING in her line is made by people, and she makes sure it leaves her studio as beautiful as it can be. I have been "apprenticing" with her a little to learn how to fill orders, so that she will be able to make a trip to Indonesia this summer. It is great, but challenging, to make something by hand and to send it out so that people can enjoy its beauty and usefulness.
Above is a picture of the lovely Jade, a friend of my friend Marilyn, who did a great photo shoot for us yesterday. My husband, Keith, took all of the pictures, and he got some exceptional shots. This is a new slouchy hat shown with two large, one medium, and one small Pedestal Button in patent leather. The pattern and buttons will also be available at a LYS near you! Such a simple pattern that knits up so quickly in The Alpaca Yarn Company's Snuggle, an alpaca/wool blend in a bulky weight. Jade said she liked wearing the pieces because they were both functional (warm) and beautiful, and the feel of the yarn and the creative styling ability of the closures made it more special, and unique. We took the photos within half a block of where Jade and Marilyn work, which makes me happy. I think it is cool that there is so much visual interest right in our own backyards, and all around us where we live, work, and hang out. Also, I had worked at the same place 20 years ago (that's where I met Marilyn,) which is getting me started thinking about context. More on that later...

There are two walls that I have had my eye on that I will photograph later today, and another model shoot is scheduled for tomorrow afternoon.

sneak peek at new project

Here is a delicious view of a new Barely a Pattern design, done in The Fibre Company's Organik in the color River Delta.

Too bad you can't feel it, but maybe you can get a sense from this picture of why it is one of my new favorite yarns. Other yarn is going into a test knitter's hands tomorrow. And the piece will be blocking starting as soon as I get up to take it out of its bath!

A Dream Within a Dream

This feels so weird. My day today consisted of taking a test knitter/new knitting friend--for one of my new designs...that's the weird part--out to lunch to give her the yarn and draft of the pattern. Then more knitting on a new piece, then some pattern writing, some wrangling of my attractive friends to model for me and scouting locations for a photo shoot, and communicating with other Pittsburgh knitters who are willing to help me with test knitting. Sure doesn't feel like work!

Apparently I am in charge of pattern support for the Jul Silver Pedestal Buttons and Closures. Our pattern line is called Barely a Pattern. There's not a whole lot of hard-core designing going on, and it's hard for me to think with a straight face that I am a designer. I guess I am afraid that if I am not sufficiently humble about these simple designs, I might make Real Designers crabby. I guess, to my credit, it has been more work than I thought it would be. Lots of swatching, a little measuring and very little math (so far!) Still I have the issue that I think something will be totally awesome in my head, and that somehow does not translate into real life. I was gratified to hear Kate and Courtney say on a recent Never Not Knitting podcast that they still have that experience--and they are for sure Real Designers. I mean, they have a gorgeous book!

So, what will it take for me to feel like I can call myself a designer? The patterns are selling. Better than I had imagined. So far the Barely a Pattern Infinity Scarf (above) is the best seller. Laura (my Jul partner) tells me people are calling her studio asking where can they buy this pattern. Really? Cool, kinda famous people who have a lot of followers took pictures of me and put them on their blogs! And I am spending quite a bit of time and effort working on this stuff. That counts for something, doesn't it?

OK, so I never thought I would say this, but I have too much yarn in my life. (Don’t be scared…This is not a tragedy by any means…there is definitely a happy ending that will satisfy any unrepentant yarnaholic.)

When I started traveling as a yarn rep, I, of course, carried with me A LOT of yarn—I could barely see out of my rear window with the car all packed for a trip. Worse, valuable car real estate was getting usurped by silly personal items, like extra shoes and jackets, full-sized fancy lotions and shampoos, and other things that used to seem essential. Every time I hit the road, I consciously tried to bring less. Later, I wanted to bring my spinning wheel on sales trips (why not? That’s normal, isn’t it?) and I had to find ways to leave a couple more things home. Then, my sample knitting became quite prolific. You always need to show “what’s new” don’t you? Many of these samples are shown In Progress, ‘cause knitters get the idea. It’s nice when they are finished, but not always necessary. That took the pressure off! Thus, several bags of WIPs also accompany me across the Industrial Midwest. They lie on the extra queen bed in my hotel room and mostly get worked on while I listen to Pandora. About a year into this, I finally learned how to pack for a YarnSuperhero Adventure, and I can live out of quite a small duffel bag for a week or more. I suppose the time is only limited by my how long I am willing to stay away from husband, cats, dog and home, since I could certainly do laundry any number of ways on the road (hotel sink, hotel laundry, Laundromat, make friends and get invited over to do laundry—maybe not the last one) My “uniform” is very simple. Boots, skirt, a couple of shirts, tights, sweaters and other knitted items when it’s cold,. Everything is grey, brown, or some other muddy “non-color”—putty is my favorite--and so everything matches, more or less. I removed the rear seat from my small SUV, since I never bring people in my car, just stuff. That’s all well and good…less personal stuff, more room for fibery stuff, most of which could actually help me make sales.

What’s weird is what would happen when I returned home. Even before I changed jobs, it had started to seem absurd that I had so many suits in my closet, when what really belonged there was yarn. This feeling only got stronger. When I got back from a trip, it would be so glaringly obvious that I would need to get rid of some STUFF. What was it all doing there? I realized I needed little, and so it was time to start the practice of de-cluttering. For most of 2009 and 2010, in a very disciplined way I threw out at least one small thing a day. It could be a mostly used bottle of nail polish (that I couldn’t open anyway) or a lonely sock. Or some boring papers. I also gave many many bags of clothes and shoes to the goodwill, and there is still more to go. New clothes shopping is nearly nonexistent (spending in general is way down vs. “old Life,) and my new philosophy is to only buy pre-owned or handmade, except for underwear and shoes. I really don’t want to make those, nor do I want to wear someone else’s. Maybe I would buy used shoes: goodness knows I have had many awesome thrift store scores over the years, not to mention the perfectly good although paint-splattered doc martens I found on the street when I lived in Oakland. Thanks, Rich Girl, all they needed was new laces. I would probably still have them if I had not gone through my last grown-up lady professional phase.

Getting rid of things was a small step outside of my comfort zone. I remember the inner voice telling me I might need those things someday or I might fit into those jeans again someday. Or those metallic shoes that were on such a good sale aren’t really too small and painful to wear. You know that voice. It is strong in me, especially coming from a long line of women who saved things in coffee cans or decorative boxes/tins. Buttons, gift wrapping paper, little bits of pretty somethings. I still have some purging to do. It has been a slow, sometimes uneasy process, and I am ok with that. Self acceptance has been the precursor for change many times in my life. There is a whole bag of metallic shoes that are never going to be worn by me again. I could probably get some money for them on ebay. We’ll see how long that takes to happen.

Once many of the clothes were gone, I started to notice that while my “work yarn” stash grew, my “personal yarn” stash was still there, and not getting used, at all. I had way better free stuff to use than most of what I had bought over the last several years. I saw people on twitter who carved out time to sort, catalog and sell their yarn. What a great idea, that realistically would never be done by me. One day, I grabbed a couple of large garbage bags, and very hastily shoved a bunch of yarn into them, filling them both. I did not hunt down ball bands, I did not even disassemble WIPs. The Noro. The silk/wool blend that tried to be about 4 sweaters before I decided that it just was not a good match for me. The cotton bibs (for whose baby? Who knows?) All were bagged, sealed, and handed off to two wonderful souls in Michigan who were willing to take them and share them with deserving beginning crafters. Why shouldn’t beginners learn to knit using the good stuff? Kids just learning to knit might actually finish the scarf that, for me, would never end, or maybe they wouldn’t have the same guilt I would at ripping back a yarn buying mistake for the 6^th time.

An aside: The never to be finished mostly Malabrigo worsted log cabin afghan seemed like a great idea at the time, and was ultimately such a UFO disaster that I could not in good conscience foist this off on anyone. Seemed quick and easy enough way to get rid of earth toned stash. But so boring. And what about all those ends? Who is going to weave them in?…not me. So I tried to make a back to the blanket to use more yarn and hide the ends—crochet no less, and then, my thought was, I would only have a few seams to sew. Good thinking, still not going to happen. Still super boring, and there were new yarns and projects beckoning. I should take a picture of this poor blanket, but I am too ashamed.

I did keep some of my really special yarn, and will probably give the whole collection another run through, since it gets even easier to minimize, the less stuff you have. See mnmlst.com for more on this. That dude doesn’t even need vowels.

In March, I took up spinning. Some really bad yarn was made. Hideous fiber was bought or otherwise acquired. No one would want to inherit this stuff. Yet the Maine yankee in me hates to not use something that really could still be beautiful and functional. Usefulness is one of my favorite qualities in a gift. One of my best presents ever (though it seemed odd at the time) was a valentine’s day gift from my Grammie. It was a nice, shiny, small, and very sharp paring knife. She had an extra one for some reason, and thought I could probably use a good knife. She was right! It was a darn good knife and I did think of my Grammie every time I used it.

So what to do with all of this yarn and fiber? We all like to collect this stuff, to acquire it and to HAVE it, and it seems like the more, the better. Your knitting and spinning friends are probably all enablers( I know I am!) It’s not even called hoarding, it’s called stash. Like a pirates treasure. (I forgot to mention that I had purged many of the household’s books, but not knitting books. Knitting books, like yarn are not a hoarding item, or even a collection, they are a knitting library, especially when one is in the yarn industry.)

I just felt vaguely guilty about the yarn buildup as my unconscious set about finding an answer (when you have too many things on your to do list, try letting the universe be responsible for some. You will be amazed at how much more gets done.) I went to a couple fiber festivals this season. Okay, more like 5, but I was working at 4 of them. The other one was Rhinebeck. I did not buy much at any of them—a little indie-handpainted fiber, a couple handmade tools, a fleece here and there--like I said, not much. But what I didn’t realize I had really been gaining was the information. These fiber festival chicks (mostly women, sorry, fiber dudes, for the generalization) know a shitload of things to do with too much fiber. After all, many of them have been at it way longer than I have. They also have a nomadic lifestyle, and know that value judgments have to be made, sometimes ruthlessly, about what stays and what goes. The test of in item’s beauty and usefulness as a criteria to keep it, fails many if they do not stay strong. And creative types truly do see a lot more potential beauty and future use. Two of the best stash busting ideas ever came out of casual conversations with such fiber goddesses. The garden loom and locker hooked rugs.

Easy, fast, sort of attractive (I’m sure this will get better with practice and planning, but for now, it’s about making a dent in the pile and satisfying my craving for randomness and learning-while-doing). For the rugs, any few yarns can be held together. And the really crappy stuff can be used for “the string.” It will still be useful and I will never have to see it again, but I don’t have the guilt of getting rid of it. When I actually plan a design, I can sort colors and stuff, if I want. For now it is like painting. The ends can be kept in a small box and when I have a big pile of them (or the little bits of crazily twisted roving that gets dropped on the floor while I am spinning, am I really going to card all of that together and spin it? Most likely not until I get myself a drum carder. I liked hand carding for the 1^st 4 lbs of my first Romney fleece. After that, not so much.)

…where was I? Oh, the pile can be taken outside and incorporated into the garden loom! Are you kidding me? Perfect! Useful, interesting looking (I will try for pretty later, as with the rugs) and it makes the husband and the neighbors wonder what I am up to now. And I am creating something new. And I am giving the birds a neat attraction in the yard. I suppose I could put some beads in it if I wanted (the bead stash is the least problematic of anything, though, so this is just theoretical. Although what the birds would do with those is a good question. Maybe it will entice them to come check out the nice fiber and berries I have incorporated into the design. In the warmer months, I could train a vine to climb it, or I could even weave with weeds. Or aromatic herbs, to make it a multi-sensory experience. I could even put stale bread in it! Who could stop me? What industry and functionality!

One of the best things about both of these new fiber arts is that they do not require much in the way of fancy gear. My loom is constructed out of a very tall weed that I decided had become a tree but then my husband said it was in the way of his sat dish so I got a saw and chopped it down. It laid instate in my yarn for a couple months and then I sawed it into pieces, the largest of which became my garden loom frame. I bought some jute for a couple bucks. After that, it is just time and leftovers. The rugs are also cheap. A locker hook tool from the fiber fest and some latch hook canvas from the craft store. Literally less than $15 investment so far for both! And no new yarn.

No, I did not need more stuff to do. But I make time or can take time to do something fun new and excitingly creative. Maybe I will become good at one or both of these crafts and this will be my Art. The log cabin nightmare blanket will be a lovely rug or rugs someday, and the parts that cannot be easily ripped back will be cut with scissors, and given to the birds. Why shouldn’t the birds also have the best? What if someone is taking a walk on a nice day in a nearby neighborhood? What if she takes the time to look around at her surroundings and sees a bird’s nest that, surprisingly, has many brightly colored bits of yarn and fiber in it? What if this person is a knitter/spinner/weaver?

My First Rhinebeck

What a great weekend! I was invited by some local knitting friends to go along for the ride to the NY Sheep and Wool Festival. Since I had been planning on attending as a civilian anyway, this worked out great. Unfortunately, I did not take too many pictures, and the ones I have, such as they are, are on my phone, which is out of juice.

Here are some highlights of my Virgin Rhinebeck experience:

Beautiful scenery for the drive--both ways. Lots of laughs with Steven, Lisa, and Kelly in the car. Great soundtrack.

Steven A (http://bitchesgetstitches.wordpress.com/) and I made a pact NOT to buy a fleece. I did, however, get a free merino/lincoln fleece from my mom. The long-awaited "Pedro Fleece." It is a very pretty brown color. I am hoping for some hot dry weather soon so I can process it outside. I also have a black Romney Bond fleece from Castle Farms Fiber Fest that I have not touched yet, and a few pounds of washed, but not carded Romney from MDSW. Hence the No New Fleeces rule.

I got to see my mom and brother Dave yesterday morning for a few hours. It was nice to walk the festival with them. It was such a gorgeous day, and Dave seemed in good spirits and enjoyed the frisbee dog and herding demos. I had to leave around 12:30 yesterday, but I think the two of them stayed to take in the rest of the show.

I went 3 times to look at and spin on the Pocket Wheel. http://www.pocket-wheel.com/ I am kind of in love with its ingenious design and the uniqueness factor. I am attracted to things that not too many people have. But do I really need another wheel? I bring my Majacraft Suzie Pro on trips already, as she is quite portable. But a 6 lb wheel that I could lift with one finger or put in a small tote bag? Hmmm...*IF* I put a deposit down, I could have a nice cherry wood Pocket Wheel in about 6 months. I probably would not get the Woolee Winder right away. I liked the people who recently bought the company from the original designer, and it is a pretty good price for a cute little wheel. I will think about it for one more day and ask a couple of my trusted fiber advisors.

Speaking of spinning goddesses, I had a few impromptu spinning lessons this weekend. I have only been shown what to do on my wheel once, by my spinning hero Beth Smith from Spinning Loft in Howell MI. Besides that, I have just been conducting solo experiments, with the occasional youtube video or reference book consultation. I learn from doing, though, and I got a couple quick hands-on pointers that may just change my life by allowing me to make cuter yarn.

The Ravelry meet-up on Saturday and party on Saturday night were really fun. It is so cool to meet other fiber enthusiasts. I am so grateful to be a part of this funny little yarn world. And it's my job!

My Hampton Cardigan in Mountain Meadow Wool 2 ply sport turned out nice. I loved the comments and compliments I got from random knitters and friends. It is so much more gratifying to wear your handknits to a fiber festival than in real life. And the chilly weather made the whole event a fashion show worthy of the ages.

I kept my spending under control. Besides meals (the lamb kabobs were excellent,) I only bought a bottle of NY dry table wine, 4 oz SW merino roving from Fiber Optic in Coffee #9 (browns so rich it looks like it should smell like really good coffee,) 4 oz SW BFL and 8 oz targhee from Spirit Trail, a lovely hand-turned nostepinne, and I think that's it, not counting the possible wheel purchase. Lucky for me, these are all work-related expenses.

Liked the llama and alpaca parade, saw cute farm guys, saw a lot of semi-famous knitting personalities and designers. None of them know who I am, but because Steven A is on a lot of people's radar because of his blog and his hotpants, I glommed on and at least got to stand near them and say hi. We also saw Uma Thurman going in to the fest when we were leaving Saturday afternoon. She looked beautiful even with no makeup. Steven got a picture of her backside, but we were too shy to say anything.

That's all I can remember for now. I will upload my few pictures soon.

Hiya Hiya Needles and Accessories

The needle and notions line that I am lucky enough to represent is Hiya Hiya. Especially hot the last year have been the Interchangeable Circular Needle sets. They come in Small (US size 2-8 tips) and now the long-awaited Large (size 9-15.) You can have 4" or 5" tips, and the sets come with this pretty and handy case, with 4 cables to give you 16", 24", 32", and 40" needles. You can also order additional cables (there is a 60") and extra tips. I own 2 sets of the small. They are my needles of choice, and I loved them before I started selling them. They are light, have a smooth join, and a super-flexible cord.

Of course, Hiya Hiya also offer regular steel and bamboo circs and dpns, as well as crochet hooks. They go down to the very wee 6-0 in both the steel circulars and double points! How about US size 10.75? Check. Several of my retail partners have taken the needles for a test-drive and have liked them so well they have decided to replace their incumbent needles. Their customers are happy with the value--high quality steel circular needles in the $8-11 range? Pretty cool. If you own a shop in my area, let me know your favorite size and I will get some in your hands so you can see for yourself.

When I show the Hiya Hiya line to LYS owners, I end up saying "cute" several times. And it is a line that contains a lot of cuteness. The Puppy Snips. The yarn ball stitch markers in a Dumpling Case. The Small Project Bags or Sock Sets. Load up on these items for fall and holiday. They are irresistible. And why not save some money on Locking ring stitch markers, cable needles, stitch holders, and point protectors? Your customers will appreciate the great value for the price, and will have more money left over to buy yarn!